look up the word "owned" in the dict. you will find me sitting there. i just discovered that i was a victim of a prank on the forum i was speaking of before, that i did not realize was a tradition for people who did not know. i fell for it so fucking hard, that i honestly felt as if my heart was going to do something a thirty year old should not go through. it was dirty and i'm sure amusing on their part, but i still feel a little rough in the ribs from it all.