if you can read it from an "observer" point of view and not take it too seriously, anything by edward alexander crowely. his writings "take you there." book of the law is the best example of this. where 'there' is, i'm not smart enough to translate yet, but i know it does alter your subconscious dream state and can lead to inner fights of depression, rage against classes, and a desire to think you are better than others. remember, just read them for the fun of it.