you should read richard webster's books on each of the four archangels, michael / raphael / gabriel / uriel. they will show you how to contact each and adjusting yourself into the higher planes of reality. then you should read crowley's book of the law. life is balance. i know, i know . . . most people either find crowley to be a evil lunatic or an idiot who fooled the small minded. but book of the law was indeed given to him by something not of this world, and if one pays enough attention while reading it, you can actually feel yourself being dragged into something that opens doors of corruptible realization. i do prescribe not following your footsteps through that door, but instead having the mere knowledge that such things do exist, is indeed fascinating.
