i shall, post here every so often when i, feel the need arises. to be honest, i would rather read the forum than over post, or even mildly post participate, in the day to day operations of this place. i once needed this place, and still admit to needing this place, as an escape from my own day to days, and a place to vent or throw out mental 'what have yous' onto a written playing field. you always learn from feedback to what comes out of your mouth and/or hands. plus, i enjoyed "meeting" strangers whom i would never actually meet and talking about similar likes and hates, as if i was actually hanging with them in their living room watching a game, or on their back deck drinking a beer to reminisce about the good old days.
but then my perception of the place changed, after Julian ruined the utter moment of its place in my life . . . but it was a good thing after all, because i was escaping here too much, and you can never allow one path of anything, to dominate all things that you have. i am not sure who is who anymore, or which account is really multiple people having a good time experiment. Julian proved that yes, someone can, very convinceably fool another person online, such as myself, into accepting a person to be some thing, and wanting to help out that person, which goes beyond my normal wanting to help someone out, but i did extend an attempt to help the person out . . . and Julian burned me. first i was mad, but i finally found it to be quite the sneaky and brilliant move. so i now find it hard to look at anyone who posts here as serious or even the truth from a real point of view.
i find it, fascinating, to just read the forum without posting. you absorb the essence of the human mind which comes off us in how we act. and hats off to the people who run the place. your daily lives must be the more interesting, because of it.
cheers . . . and,
