Dude we love ya
But you do not come across at all as upbeat... more like depressed and depressing
From the home life, to the penny counting, to the crazy Trump kin family to the friends that have passed on... on this board you are a constant wet blanket and bum ride
Before you could kind of annoy me but now I just feel bad for you dude... like I understand things have been rough for you and I hope it gets better man
I doubt you realize any of this and it’s not your fault at all.. but please find some happiness
Sorry you view things that way. I feel like I'm just keeping it real. Maybe this isn't the place for that.
I'm certainly upbeat about travel, beer, music, films and books I like, and numerous other stuff. But people who are always upbeat are usually either boring or fake.